Depression Wanted to Steal My Will to Live

*Content/trigger warning: this post discusses self-harm/suicidal ideation. **I know some of you will be thinking “I had no idea you felt this way”—that’s why I am sharing this. ** Super Bowl night, I found myself in the ER again, squirming in a hospital gown with no underwear. There, again, of my own doing, chasing the […]

2019 NYC Marathon Training: Week 1 Recap

In treatment, we only had electronics during certain hours. We got our phones in the afternoon, after programming was over for the day. I’d just come out of a stellar session with my therapist and was already flying high. I turned on my phone to THIS—I’d gotten into the NYC Marathon!!! Time for training! Y’all, […]