When Setbacks…Set You Back

 

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Oh hello, it’s me.

If you’re wondering why I haven’t written about running in a while…it’s because I haven’t done much of it.

Back in July, I was “diagnosed” with strep. (The urgent care doctor did a strep culture but said my throat looked like it was definitely strep but the culture ultimately came back negative.) Round 1 of antibiotics.

A few weeks later, I have such terrible sinus pressure that leaning over to get something out of my bag hurts, and I spend the good portion of a week in my apartment and miss a long-planned trip to Vancouver. Round 2 of antibiotics.

After that round, I call BS. I am a relatively healthy person, so why the eff do I keep getting sick, specifically in one area of my body? I asked my doctor, she says “bad luck,” and I refuse to take that for an answer and find myself an ENT. He prescribes two nose sprays and an antacid because he says he sees chronic inflammation in my throat sinuses via a CT scan.

I feel better with this for…about a week, and that dull sinus pressure returns. Round 3 of antibiotics. It alleviates the pressure/pain enough, but now, two weeks later, I’m left with a weakened sense of smell, an awful metallic taste in my mouth, slightly short of breath/tight chest and mildly nauseous basically at all times (related to the metallic taste, I think.)

Just a gratuitous llama…

I am annoyed by this through my daily life, but I can cope. Running? It’s been nearly impossible, and many other activities have been difficult, too. (Weird, when breathing sucks and you’re low-level nauseous a lot.)

So I didn’t want to blog about how my workouts have been completely inconsistent. I’m trying to work out…as much as I can, but it’s pretty miserable. The last long run I did was 8 miles a few weeks ago and it was so awful. I’m probably not going to run Richmond.

But a buddy reminded me that healthy living isn’t all about running and eating healthy. (Which is great, because I’m doing neither right now. Half kidding.) It’s about trying to find a balance. And right now, I’m trusting my gut and trying to get to the bottom of why my sinuses are miserable jerks. Tomorrow: second ENT. First one wanted to put me on round 4 of antibiotics and I called uncle.

My mom had cancer this year. Two of my close friends have had three types of cancer between the two of them. I have perspective, and this isn’t that bad, or bad at all. But it’s annoying and keeping me from doing what I enjoy (eating and running), so I will get to the bottom of it.

Will I run my marathon and other races I’d hope to run this fall? Maybe not. But I’ll figure this annoying crap out and the rest of my health is a-ok. (Any sinus tips welcome.)

I also need to make a super random product rec: this acne stuff is magic. Because I’m also breaking out like I’m 12.

So now you know what’s up, and I can move on/back to some happier/more fun content.

 

Friday Faves

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FRIDAY! We made it! Despite heading back to the doc and being put on ROUND THREE of antibiotics, this week went by pretty quickly. Work has been slow the past few weeks and I do not know what to do with that, so I’m actually happy that things are picking back up again.

Four more work days, and I get to head back to the beach for one last long weekend out east. But before then, I have to deal with saying goodbye to my work wife/BFF/former manager/favorite person, as she moves to L.A. It’s a good thing I’m not an emotional person at all. /sarcasmfont

So let’s talk about happier things, shall we? Here’s some of my favorite reads/wants/shops/activities of this week:

The Lilly After Party Sale was Monday, and I obviously couldn’t resist stockpiling a little for next summer. I’m like a squirrel, really. I got this dress for $59 (which is less than half the original cost!) and a new iPhone cover because it was only $14! Although I’d had my eye on this iPhone cover

I’m working on three different articles for work right now, and it makes me really happy. I’ll share the links here when they’re live! They range from yoga to mental health to running — a perfect balance of what I love to write about.

I found this read about the psychology of the adult female sleepover really interesting. “These weekends forge relationships because there’s a common thread — the bride, a short vacation, some sort of an occasion. That thread and the ephemeral bubble of suspended reality are what encourages the bond to seal quickly.”

How to control which ads you see in your newsfeed. I do this almost surgically, and I also love clicking the dropdown that says “Why am I seeing this ad?” to see what kind of targeting these companies are using. Especially work competitors…

Strawberry frosé, HELLO.

Why you need to take a lunch break. I eat at my desk every single day, which I know is not good. However, I also run out in the afternoon to walk my dog, so I tell myself that’s my break? But I know I should eat away from my desk even a bit more. We have a lunch table at the office that a lot of my coworkers do eat at, and I should join them more often.

15 protein ball recipes: I always forget how easy and delicious protein balls are!